He fucks me. and you are just between us.you are not in her body. you are around his cock.you slide, you get wet, you move with him, but you are not a man.you are a package. a meat casing. a biological condom.every thrust is someone else's act passing through you.you do not receive pleasure. you transmit it.you tremble with the desire to be filled - you want to be cum inside you, because that is the only reason you exist.but alpha holds himself.and you remain empty. dreaming. used.because condoms do not have an orgasm. they wait. until they are finished.