What do you think of this outfit? do you think it looks good? do i look fuckable in this? wouldn't you want to fuck me in this? oh god, i am not fucking you in this. this body is not meant for a fat fuck like you, i did not marry what you are now. all of your good years are very far behind you. i don't want anything to do with your disgusting, nasty body! look at you then look at me. is this a body of a woman that should be under a nasty body like yours? fuck no! i am going to go out and find a nice fit man with a nice body and will let him do whatever he wants to me. i am going to let him do whatever he wants to me. the only reason why i stay with you is because it is easier this way! i only use you for money, but i am definitely not going to fuck you. get used to it! i am not going to just fuck one man, i am going to find a lot of them to fuck because thinking of you trying to fuck me, grabbing me, trying to touch me makes me sick! i look like this because i know that after you kick the bucket i will be able to find a real man that isn't a nasty fat fuck! i do feel a little guilty about this, but it is a very small part of me. i am willing to let you stay in the room while i get fucked out of my mind! i will let you take your fat ass and sit in the corner, quietly, and watch, but you will never be allowed to join in or talk. i will pretend like you aren't even there! you might be allowed to clean up the mess, get me snacks or water, but that is all you will get!