She cheated and it broke you. the betrayal rewired everything. the image of her with someone else still crashes into your mind. it's sickening, yet addictive. the thought of her with another man has become a fantasy that you bring into every relationship. feeling invisible and replaceable, you chase rejection, replaying it on a loop. being cheated on became an obsession. you call yourself a cuck to ease some of the discomfort but in reality, you want to be cheated on. it's all you think about. it's in the porn you watch. it's in your mind as you masturbate. the cuckold fantasy is even there when you're fucking her. you can't shake it off. the memory hurts but you'll never stop replaying it.