A humiliating, intimate, painfully loving confession you'll never forget. you've always been so loyal, but you've never made me cum. the truth is i fantasize about being with other men; sucking their big cocks, being fucked hard and deep until i cum over and over again. i crave the kind of pleasure i've never received from you. and yet i still love you, i cherish our marriage, but unless you can accept that i need other men to feel fulfilled, i don't see how this can work. i'm young and hot, and my body is going to waste. i deserve this. don't you love me enough to go along with it? i notice your hard cock, and instruct you to jerk off while i go into detail how real men fuck me - harder, deeper, better, you stroke, you whimper, you watch. i tell you where you belong; in the corner of the room, desperate and denied, while a real man does what you've never been able to. and just when you're about to finish, i don't let you. you don't deserve to. **includes short clips of my fantasies for an even more immersive experience**